Essjay from Hat Yai Thailand

As a former legal PA in the West End & City of London I have severely fallen on hard times now. Lost my career during "the Event", and moved abroad as could no longer afford to live in my flat or even my home country (UK). I have so far managed to survive the last couple of years volunteering, but now the positions are drying up and I have £9 only in my bank account! I am stuck in Thailand, working at a dog shelter (my passion is cats though, and I've also worked with them) with not a bean (except £9!) to my name! I would like a nice meal at least, I cannot even afford packet ramen now. I enjoy making videos (usually cat videos) and I am very good at this, but cannot afford the subscriptions that I need for Hailuo AI and also Canva, so if someone could help me out with these at least I have a chance to make some money and earn my own living. My dream is to modernise all of the Shakespeare plays and produce each of them starring cats. I have also written two books myself that I would like to make into movies (of course these too involved cats). I am a very creative person with lots of hopes and dreams left, but I feel at the moment as though all of my limbs have been cut off I feel so helpless. In my old life I also used to love dance, and learning Japanese language. I even started flying lessons! Being absolutely penniless in South East Asia, sweating all of the time and being bitten by mosquitos with seemingly no way out is not fun! If you would help me I would be a very loyal friend to you forever. I am authentic and do not take the P ever. I am forever grateful to kind people who have helped pull me up through bad times. Thank you for reading.